Monday, March 7, 2011

The Squat

Taken from bb.com:
The Squat.

There is not exercise quite like the squat. No other exercise - barring the Good Morning, not not to as great an extent - involved taking the weight of the world on your shoulders, allowing it to overcome you and press down on you, then summoning the sheer will to lift it back up. No other exercise presents you with quite the same incentive to raise that motherfucking bar one last time. The bench press comes closest, but uses less of the body and less weight. You may deadlift heavier weight, but if you don't mister the courage and brute force, that bar just stays there, you let go and walk away.

Not so with the squat.

It is in that moment that you squat down for one last rep, that one that both your body and mind told you would just get you hurt, and you reach below parallel, that you find yourself. Everything goes quiet. Any music you were listening to fades. There is nobdoy else in the gym. There is only you, squatter down on your haunches with three hundred pounds across your shoulderblades and metre of air between you and victory. There is a certain serenity that comes to you now, a sense of your own existence. In that moment you now - not think, know - that this is how it should be, that pitting yourself, your mind and your body against this weight is the road to glory and fulfilment.

And then your mind restarts and scrambles, pulling motivation from anywhere it can. Pictures, words, sounds, memories flash through your mind in a white heat, and your inner self turns doubt into conviction. Every single fibre of your being is screaming at that bar to RISE, MOTHERFUCKER, RISE, and as you begin to rise once more you can feel that power surging through your entirety. You are acutely aware of every sensation in your body - the hatching on the barbell pressing against you, the blood in your veins, the tensing of your abdominals as your mind ascends and drags the rest of you with it.

You reach 45 degrees. You are only halfway but you have completed the lift already. The initial shock of raising yourself one more time has worn off, the internal question of whether or not you can lift this weight has evaporated. Momentum is on your side and you have proven yourself capable. You feel that goddamn burn one last time and scream with both agony and joy as you carry the entire world upwards once more and rerack that weight in a symbolic and somewhat visceral fuck you.

Your mind blanks again. Pure satisfaction courses through your veins, and you do not feel, you embody triumph. Nobody can ever take this away from you - no matter how many people hate you, no matter how little you may earn, no matter what troubles you encounter in day to day life, nobody can ever take that squat away from you, and that pride will carry you throughout your life with dignity, honour, and a quiet place that only your fellow squatters can understand.

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  2. good analogy to life
    the worst part of the squat is getting up, much like life as a whole. it's easy to get down and basically sink close to the ground, but getting up is not only difficult, but absolutely necessary. motivation comes when you know that you can only become stronger through the painful process. you do not have to squat a lot to know its pain, you only need to squat what challenges you and nearly kills you. agreed?

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